纪录片的等待价值 | The Value of Waiting for Documentaries
为什么要讲这个题目?因为我有个特别深的感受就是,现今的时代,节奏特别快,导演拍摄时的功利目的会比他对拍摄对象的关注来得更加强烈。人心一旦充满功利性,他就没有等待的耐心。但很多纪录片都必须要沉淀下来,才能获得拍摄的内容,必须等待!
我看过一个捷克女导演拍的纪录片,她拍了整整二十年。这个纪录片很简单,选择了一个普通女人的生活:结婚,第二年怀孕,生下孩子,第三年就离婚了……女导演每年都拍一点这个普通女性的生活。她没有任何功利的目的,并不是以为这个普通女人的将来会有多么辉煌,她就是把焦点对准在这个女人身上,然后慢慢地走,慢慢地走,拍了二十年。你看到这个女人衣服的变化、生活的变化,从中你看到的是捷克的文化,看到的是大时代的变化。这个女人离婚后带着孩子,生活很不容易。几年后她和一个男人同居,他们也没办手续,就住在一起。于是这个女人又生了个男孩子。过了两年,那男的跑了,女人就带着两个孩子一起过,生活真的很艰苦。当时她把全部的希望和努力都放在女儿身上,希望女儿长大后他们的生活能有所好转,而那个女儿也特别懂事,特别理解妈妈。但女儿19岁时却突然被车撞死了。那种震撼的力量是故事片刻意营造也营造不了的,这就是纪录片的力量,谁也不会预料到这样的发展。因为在纪录片慢慢的等待和拍摄过程中,你不仅是和它一起生活的,而影片本身就是命运!它记录了你的生活轨道。但故事片不是这样,它需要有铺垫、有高潮。纪录片没有这样的暗示,你从来不知道生活会发生什么事情。这个导演根据之前拍过的素材剪成一个很短的片花,播出后在社会上引起了很大反响,大家都纷纷来捐助这个女人,因为这个女人的生活真的很穷苦很糟糕。但出乎意料的是,这个女人突然变得很不高兴。她说我要自己站起来生活。失去女儿对我来说是一件很痛苦的事情,现在大家都知道我的痛苦,都来打搅我的生活,但我要自己站起来。然后她拒绝了很多人的帮助,自己重新开始生活。整个纪录片到这里就结束了。当时看的时候大家都特别感动,我特别想跟那个捷克女导演多聊聊。但她的英语说得结结巴巴,没能谈成。我后来一想这都不重要,最重要的是我看到了她拍出来了的这部历时二十年的纪录片。
我看了一些现在年轻导演拍的电影,我发现他们还是需要知道他们在等什么。过去别人以为纪录片的影像都是一塌糊涂、黑龊龊、乱糟糟,镜头晃来晃去的。但我看现在很多年轻人拍的纪录片,视觉影像特别好。我看过北京电影学院一个研究生拍的电影《玛蒂尔》。我是特地发E-mail给这个导演,问他我能看看你的电影吗?看了之后,我觉得片子的影像非常好,就问他这些是谁拍的?那个导演说是他自己拍的。我问他你有几台机器,他说我只有一台。我知道他肯定没用灯,但是他的光的质感、角度和他摄影机的运用都特别好。我当时真的很吃惊。这个导演是学摄影出身的,所以他片子的特点就是视觉效果很好。我现在觉得视觉的作用对你们这一代人和对我们这代人来说并不一样。过去机器很少,我们拿到机器的时候手都会抖,现在你们拿到机器,机器摔在地上你们也不在乎。所以视觉的问题你们是解决了,而且很多电影技术上的东西,即使不是学电影出身的人还是可以很好地解决。但最应该解决的问题是什么?有些年轻导演拍片子,能把四季特别是冬天拍得十分漂亮,漂亮地都让我惊讶:雪下得很有层次,很有美感,一看就是自然光下拍出来的。但我看完他的片子就是不知道他在等待什么东西,他想通过他的摄像表达的是什么?这就涉及到文学性,你们要看很多很多书。
有一个法国导演到中国来拍过一个电影,就拍一个中国人的一天。你以为他就是拿着机器跟着这个人拍?他会在很多人里选择一个人,而通过这个人他一定是要表达他的东西,一定是有他要说的话,他的跟踪拍摄是有意图的。所以当你去等待的时候,并不是举着机器看到什么就拍什么,这是不行的。如果是这样,你拍得越多越是选择不出来,觉得这也好那也好,但最后要表现的是什么,你不知道。
有一个人拍一个中国画家在美国的故事,他拍了十一年。后来他剪完片子给我看,剪了一个80分钟的版本和一个3小时的版本。我看完以后和他谈,他说你看的是3小时的版本?我说我答应你看当然要看3小时的。他说我以为你这么忙,特地为你剪了一个80分钟的版本。所以当你去做纪录片的时候,你自己要有一个态度。你的态度是什么?你为什么去拍这个人?我看过一个片子,看完仍旧很糊涂。那人就拍一对瞎子,拍了很长时间。你看得出他很用心,有些东西也捕捉到了。但我看完就想问他,你爱他们吗?如果不爱,那你把你的不爱告诉我们。不能他们是这样生活的,你也就这样拍。导演应该有自己的态度,不需要把它说出来,可以多元化地在摄影机前表达出来。但不可以说你不知道,你实际是知道的,你只是躲在摄影机后面假装不知道。现在很多纪录片的问题是,片子的简介都说得煞有其事,纪录片出来却不是那么回事。素材很多,而且都拍得很好,却没有架构。这根本不是一个技术的问题。在剪接里面应该有你自己的想法,你对世界的观察和理解,你的欣赏角度。同样一个演员在不同导演的片子里,即便穿着同样的衣服,呈现出的状态仍然是不相同的。在这个导演手里,这个演员可以很讨厌很假,但到了另外一个导演那里,他就可能完全不一样。所以导演是很重要的。纪录片是什么?纪录片就是要把握现实的人,这些人是不会为你演戏的,所以看的就是你的角度,你从哪个角度来观察他、理解他。理解力的不同,拍出来的东西也不同,最终剪接完成的,就会是一个只属于你个人的作品。
等待是作为一名纪录片导演的重要素质之一,你不能功利。有些导演在希望自己的片子有戏剧张力时,会在里面制造事件。我觉得这是很缺乏职业道德的事情,不能这么做。做纪录片的导演一定要诚实,而且在等待的时候,是要和采访对象尽量保持距离的。不能他哭你也哭,这是很糟糕的。你一定要保持很客观的态度,才能很真实地把握这个人。比如采访对象在说一件事的时候特别想哭,但他自己会控制,你如果参与进去,他还没说,你先热泪盈眶,这会破坏他的个性,使得他的眼泪也”哗的”一下掉下来,这就不是他真实的个性了。纪录片导演的等待是一种修炼,你可以在等待里观察。所以在等待的时候,是要有想象力的,你要走前一步。不能事情发生了再去拍,而是还没发生时你就已经在那里期待,你是有预感性的,你知道什么会发生。等到事情发生时,你一下就捕捉到了,这时候出来的东西,它的那种冲击力是故事片的情景再现也完全达不到的。当你在等待时,你要在家里做足各种各样的功课,然后等事情发生。常常最可惜的就是没有捕捉到那个瞬间,而价值往往就在那个瞬间里,这个捕捉可能要很长时间。
我为什么后来会对小川绅介的电影感兴趣?因为他就敢于在农村和农民一起生活八年。他这一漫长的等待,漫长到他们摄制组内部发生了许多争执。小川绅介一再地说,当你觉得你和你的对象还没有到达那个状态时,不要把摄影机扛出去。因为一但面对摄影机,人家会很紧张。你有时看纪录片也会发现,被拍摄对象一开始是很紧张的,等到双方关系越来越熟,他对你的机器已经没有感觉的时候,他呈现出来的状态就是不一样的,他忘了机器的存在。这是时间的磨练,也是等待过程中和被拍摄对象所建立的关系。他对你信任,他才会出现这样的状态。我觉得一个好的纪录片就是由时间慢慢沉淀出来的。天津一个导演拍《红叶》,是到四川拍一个不肯搬迁的”钉子户”。他每年去拍一次,拍了七八年。这样一个时间的积累中,你看到这个人面容的变化、服饰的变化、周边环境的变化,这些东西本身就已经打动人了。他选择这个对象去拍的时候,他很清楚他要什么,很清除他要选择的角度和氛围。
我在看纪录片的时候就关注其中的人文精神,对年轻一代来说,最重要的其实就是修养的问题:对生活的观察、对人的把握、对世界的思考。比如,你做好一切功课然后去拍一个东西,跑到那里发现和你所做的功课全然不同,这时你们怎么办?很多人做好了功课,提问时总是引导被采访对象,试图回到他所准备的那个状态里。但是我觉得好的纪录片不是这样,他应该能够很敏锐地颠覆自己。你一开始所确定的东西也是大多数观众所期待的,你到了现场拍摄时发现并不是这么回事,你就应该开始去颠覆自己,实际上也是在颠覆观众的期待。这样拍出来的东西会很好看,但也的确很难拿捏。首先就是要靠导演本身的修养,你对社会、对人的理解有多少宽容度,你就能颠覆多少;如果你没有这样的宽容度,你的颠覆会很狭隘。
我觉得有一个纪录片拍得很好,就是《毛毛告状》。我是一直等到它十周年纪念重放的时候才看到这个片子。片子里的女孩和这个男的发生性关系是很明确的,她从外地来,想留在上海,而这男的是残疾,对她的态度就是玩玩而已。你如果从道德上来讲,这两个人都是很不可爱的人。那你拍这件事要如何来打动观众?我觉得片子的导演他等待的角度完全正确,他拍的是对权利的维护的价值。这时你就忽略了这两个人的动机,跟着导演走,站在同情女方的立场上。这就是一个纪录片导演对生活的理解和观察,其宽容度有多大,他的片子就能拍得多棒。如果纯粹站在道德的角度上,就不能获得某种超越而表达出对弱者的同情。这部十年前拍的片子,就因为它的角度,十年后再放我依然被它打动,如果是故事片就不会给我这样的冲击力。在纪录片里,那时的上海脏兮兮的,感觉土土的,你觉得它特别生动,它捕捉到了那个年代上海的”日常”,那些细节。你会跟着人物的等待、导演的沉淀、观察、捕捉细节走,你会很紧张。导演已经把你拉到他的状态,你是跟着被拍摄对象一起在经历,一起生活在日常里,那种状态很不一样。这就是好的纪录片。它拍的对象很不起眼,是老百姓,而且还不是传统意义上的具备什么美德的老百姓:他们很功利,长得也很不好看。这个导演的等待是有角度的,这个角度是他自己修炼出来的,而且重要的是他不猎奇。现在拍纪录片很容易就会变成猎奇,拍名人,是利益收获最快的!应该让自己的角度平实下来,怎么拍文化、怎么拍人、怎么拍人的命运,这需要等待和磨练。
所谓等待和磨练不光是在等事件的发生和走向,还有自身——等待你自己的成熟,等待你自己对事物的观察的进步。你不能扛着机器就出去,你要在家想这个人物我大致是要怎么拍,我的角度是什么,我的摄影机要怎么摆,而到了现场发现情况全然不同时,你要赶快训练自己调整。所以出门拍摄的时候,真的是要眼观六路耳听八方。这是一种技巧,更是一种长久的修炼。不仅是拍纪录片时需要修炼,平时做人时已经要修炼。纪录片和故事片本质的区别是,纪录片不会让你发大财,也不会让你出名,拍纪录片的人常常要有一点对社会的责任感。纪录片需要的是付出,得到的很少,要耐得住寂寞,要和你的拍摄对象同甘共苦。
我拍一段时间纪录片就要跑出来,因为我觉得我承受不住。等我觉得我准备得好一点了的时候,我才扛着机器再出去拍。我觉得我是个很糟糕的纪录片导演,我很容易哭,本来采访对象并不准备流眼泪,可我一哭得稀里哗啦,人家也就开始哭了,这就破坏了采访。所以我有时就让朋友帮我去做访问,我就坐在监视器上观察。根本不去直接面对采访者,我不想让人看见我流泪的样子。还有一点可能和我拍故事片有关,我拍纪录片时很在乎光,很在乎要把拍摄对象拍漂亮。像我们采访冯艳(林风眠的养女),我就想把她拍漂亮,想给她修妆,后来我看纪实频道《往事》采访冯艳,她在节目里非常的漂亮。不管男女导演,当你们的对象在电视机前被采访时,你们要注意角度,注意环境,注意用光,一定要把人拍漂亮。有些男的可能不愿意打灯光、不愿意化妆,但你们至少可以把他脸上的汗吸掉。我最恨打光时唰一下就把光打在别人头上,这是对人的不尊重。我曾经去宜家买过一排磨砂的节能小灯泡,把这排节能灯全部打在反光板上,然后再用柔光打在人家面前。这能使你自己进入拍摄现场的状态,也能让被采访对象进入状态,他下意识就感觉到你对他的尊重。还有要记住的是,要把人物拍漂亮就尽量用长焦镜头。
我最怕看新闻节目的时候,看到人家原本讲得好好的,啪镜头一转,带到主持人假假地微笑上,我的情绪全部被破坏了。我觉得频道的目标观众群是什么样的,就该用什么样的主持人。比如观众群是知识分子,那么主持人就该是知识分子的样子,哪怕头发花白也不要紧,只要是很有知识、很有思想的形象就行。小川绅介讲过一句话,他说你要知道,你采访的对象所说的每一句话是用他的生命、他长年的痛苦积累出来的,你真的要很尊重他,不能随随便便开口,也不能随便打断他。纪录片导演首先要学会采访人,导演如何让对方开口、说什么话、提什么问题,这是个很漫长的过程,取决于你的功课做得有多深。你做好了功课然后去采访别人,整个状态就完全不一样。比如你一上来问他一件他小时候的事,他就会觉得你对他是有观察、有了解的,这样你们的关系就近了。如果你一开始就问很大、很社会性、很有思想性的问题,至少我自己是不知道该怎么回答这样的提问的,甚至会产生厌恶感觉。
所以做纪录片,一定要记住几点,第一不能有功利心;第二要磨练自己,等待也不是瞎等,而是要能准确预感事情发展的方向;第三是你的等待要有point,要知道自己在等什么。
Why am I discussing this topic? Because I have a particularly profound feeling that in today’s era, the pace is extremely fast, and directors’ utilitarian purposes when filming often become more intense than their attention to their subjects. Once the heart is filled with utilitarianism, one loses the patience to wait. But many documentaries must settle down to obtain their filming content—they must wait!
I once saw a documentary made by a Czech female director who filmed for twenty full years. The documentary was very simple, following the life of an ordinary woman: marriage, pregnancy in the second year, giving birth to a child, divorce in the third year… The female director filmed a little of this ordinary woman’s life each year. She had no utilitarian purpose, didn’t expect this ordinary woman’s future to be particularly brilliant—she simply focused on this woman, then slowly walked along, slowly walked along, filming for twenty years. You see the changes in this woman’s clothing, the changes in her life, and through this you see Czech culture, you see the changes of the great era. After divorce, this woman lived with her child, and life was very difficult. A few years later, she cohabited with a man without formal procedures, just living together. Then this woman gave birth to another boy. After two years, that man left, and the woman lived with two children together—life was truly hard. At that time, she placed all her hopes and efforts on her daughter, hoping that when the daughter grew up their lives would improve, and that daughter was particularly understanding and considerate of her mother. But when the daughter was 19, she was suddenly killed by a car. That shocking power is something narrative films could never create through deliberate construction—this is the power of documentary, no one could predict such a development. Because in the slow waiting and filming process of documentaries, you’re not only living with it, but the film itself becomes fate! It records your life trajectory. But narrative films aren’t like this—they need foreshadowing and climax. Documentaries don’t have such hints; you never know what will happen in life. The director edited a short trailer from previously filmed material, and after broadcast it caused a great response in society. Everyone came to donate to this woman because her life was truly poor and miserable. But unexpectedly, this woman suddenly became very unhappy. She said, “I want to stand up and live by myself. Losing my daughter is a very painful thing for me. Now everyone knows my pain and comes to disturb my life, but I want to stand up by myself.” Then she refused many people’s help and started life anew. The entire documentary ended there. When we watched it, everyone was deeply moved, and I particularly wanted to chat more with that Czech female director. But her English was stammering, so we couldn’t really talk. Later I thought this wasn’t important—what was most important was that I saw this documentary she had made over twenty years.
I’ve watched some films made by young directors now, and I find they still need to know what they’re waiting for. In the past, people thought documentary images were all a mess—dark, dirty, chaotic, with shaky cameras. But I see that many young people’s documentaries now have particularly good visual images. I once watched a film called “Mateer” made by a graduate student from Beijing Film Academy. I specifically sent an email to this director asking if I could watch his film. After watching, I thought the film’s imagery was excellent, so I asked him who shot these. The director said he shot them himself. I asked how many cameras he had, and he said only one. I knew he definitely didn’t use lights, but his sense of light quality, angles, and camera operation were all particularly good. I was really surprised at the time. This director studied photography, so his film’s characteristic was very good visual effects. I now feel that the role of visuals is different for your generation compared to ours. In the past, equipment was scarce—when we got cameras, our hands would shake. Now when you get cameras, you don’t care even if they fall to the ground. So you’ve solved the visual problems, and many film technical issues can be well resolved even by people who didn’t study filmmaking. But what should be the most important problem to solve? Some young directors can film the four seasons, especially winter, extremely beautifully—so beautiful it amazes me: snow falling with layers and aesthetic appeal, clearly shot under natural light. But after watching their films, I just don’t know what they’re waiting for, what they want to express through their cameras. This involves literary quality—you need to read many, many books.
A French director came to China to make a film, just filming one Chinese person’s day. Do you think he just held a camera and followed this person around filming? He would choose one person from many people, and through this person he definitely wanted to express something of his own, definitely had something he wanted to say—his tracking shots had intention. So when you’re waiting, it’s not about holding up a camera and filming whatever you see—that won’t work. If that’s the case, the more you film, the less you can choose, thinking this is good and that is good too, but what you ultimately want to express—you don’t know.
Someone filmed a Chinese painter’s story in America for eleven years. Later he finished editing and showed it to me—he edited an 80-minute version and a 3-hour version. After I watched, we talked, and he asked, “Did you watch the 3-hour version?” I said, “Of course I watched 3 hours since I promised to watch it.” He said, “I thought you were so busy, so I specially edited an 80-minute version for you.” So when you make documentaries, you must have an attitude. What is your attitude? Why are you filming this person? I watched one film and was still confused after watching. That person filmed a blind couple for a long time. You could see he was very dedicated and captured some things. But after watching, I wanted to ask him: Do you love them? If you don’t love them, then tell us about your lack of love. You can’t just film them the way they live. Directors should have their own attitude—they don’t need to speak it out, but can express it in diverse ways in front of the camera. But you can’t say you don’t know when you actually do know—you’re just hiding behind the camera pretending not to know. The problem with many documentaries now is that their synopses sound very convincing, but the documentaries themselves aren’t like that. There’s a lot of material, all well-shot, but no structure. This isn’t a technical problem at all. In editing, there should be your own ideas, your observations and understanding of the world, your appreciation perspective. The same actor in different directors’ films, even wearing the same clothes, will present completely different states. In this director’s hands, this actor can be very annoying and fake, but with another director, they could be completely different. So directors are very important. What are documentaries? Documentaries must grasp real people—these people won’t act for you, so what matters is your perspective, from what angle you observe and understand them. Different understanding abilities produce different results, and what’s finally edited will be a work that belongs uniquely to you.
Waiting is one of the important qualities for documentary directors—you cannot be utilitarian. Some directors, hoping their films have dramatic tension, create events within them. I think this lacks professional ethics—you can’t do this. Documentary directors must be honest, and when waiting, they should maintain distance from interview subjects as much as possible. You can’t cry when they cry—that’s terrible. You must maintain a very objective attitude to truly grasp this person. For example, when an interview subject particularly wants to cry while telling something, but controls themselves—if you get involved, before they even speak, you’re already in tears, this destroys their personality and makes their tears also fall “whoosh,” which isn’t their real personality anymore. A documentary director’s waiting is a kind of cultivation—you can observe while waiting. So when waiting, you need imagination—you must stay one step ahead. You can’t wait until things happen to film them, but should already be there anticipating before they happen—you have premonition, you know what will occur. When things happen, you capture them immediately, and what emerges then has an impact that narrative films’ recreated scenes can never achieve. When you’re waiting, you should do all kinds of homework at home, then wait for things to happen. Often the most regrettable thing is not capturing that moment, and value often lies in that moment—this capture might take a very long time.
Why did I become interested in Ogawa Shinsuke’s films later? Because he dared to live with farmers in rural areas for eight years. This long wait was so long that disputes arose within their film crew. Ogawa Shinsuke repeatedly said: when you feel you and your subject haven’t reached that state yet, don’t carry out the camera. Because once facing a camera, people become nervous. Sometimes when watching documentaries, you’ll notice that subjects are very nervous at first, but as the relationship becomes closer and they no longer feel your camera, their presented state becomes different—they forget the camera’s existence. This is time’s refinement, and also the relationship built with subjects during the waiting process. When they trust you, they’ll appear in such a state. I think a good documentary slowly settles through time. A Tianjin director made “Red Leaves,” filming a “nail household” in Sichuan who refused to relocate. He went to film once a year for seven or eight years. In this time accumulation, you see changes in this person’s face, clothing, surrounding environment—these things themselves are already moving. When he chose this subject to film, he was very clear about what he wanted, very clear about the angle and atmosphere he wanted to choose.
When I watch documentaries, I focus on their humanistic spirit. For the younger generation, the most important thing is actually the issue of cultivation: observation of life, grasp of people, thinking about the world. For example, you do all your homework then go film something, but when you get there you find it’s completely different from your homework—what do you do then? Many people, having done their homework, always guide interview subjects when questioning, trying to return to the state they prepared for. But I think good documentaries aren’t like this—they should be able to keenly subvert themselves. What you initially determined is also what most audiences expect, but when you arrive at the filming location and discover it’s not like that, you should start subverting yourself—actually also subverting audience expectations. What’s filmed this way will be very watchable, but indeed difficult to handle. First, it depends on the director’s own cultivation—how much tolerance you have in understanding society and people determines how much you can subvert; if you don’t have such tolerance, your subversion will be narrow.
I think one documentary was made very well: “Maomao’s Complaint.” I waited until its tenth anniversary re-broadcast to see this film. The girl in the film clearly had sexual relations with this man—she came from elsewhere wanting to stay in Shanghai, while this man was disabled and just playing with her. If you judge morally, both people are quite unlovable. So how do you film this to move audiences? I think the director’s waiting angle was completely correct—he filmed the value of protecting rights. Then you ignore these two people’s motives, follow the director, and stand in sympathy with the woman. This shows a documentary director’s understanding and observation of life—the greater their tolerance, the better their film can be. If you purely stand on moral grounds, you can’t achieve transcendence to express sympathy for the weak. This film made ten years ago, because of its angle, still moves me ten years later when re-broadcast—a narrative film wouldn’t give me such impact. In this documentary, Shanghai at that time was dirty and felt rustic, but you find it particularly vivid—it captured that era’s Shanghai “daily life,” those details. You follow the characters’ waiting, the director’s settling, observation, detail-capturing, and you become nervous. The director has pulled you into their state—you’re experiencing together with the filmed subjects, living together in daily life, that state is very different. This is good documentary. What it films is unremarkable—ordinary people, and not even traditional virtuous ordinary people: they’re utilitarian and don’t look good. This director’s waiting has an angle, an angle cultivated by themselves, and importantly, they don’t sensationalize. Now filming documentaries easily becomes sensationalizing, filming celebrities for fastest profit! You should make your angle down-to-earth—how to film culture, how to film people, how to film people’s fate requires waiting and refinement.
So-called waiting and refinement isn’t just waiting for events to occur and develop, but also self-development—waiting for your own maturity, waiting for progress in your observation of things. You can’t just carry a camera and go out—you should think at home about how you generally want to film this character, what your angle is, how to position your camera, and when you arrive on location and find the situation completely different, you must quickly train yourself to adjust. So when going out to film, you really need to observe in all directions and listen carefully. This is a technique, but more importantly, a long-term cultivation. Not only when filming documentaries do you need cultivation, but in daily life as a person you already need cultivation. The essential difference between documentaries and narrative films is that documentaries won’t make you rich or famous—people who make documentaries often need some sense of social responsibility. Documentaries require giving while receiving little—you must endure loneliness and share hardships with your filming subjects.
After filming documentaries for a while, I have to escape because I feel I can’t bear it. When I feel I’m better prepared, then I carry the camera out again to film. I think I’m a terrible documentary director—I cry easily. Originally interview subjects aren’t prepared to shed tears, but when I cry messily, they start crying too, which destroys the interview. So sometimes I have friends help me conduct interviews while I sit and observe through the monitor. I don’t directly face interviewees because I don’t want people to see me crying. Another point might relate to my narrative filmmaking—when making documentaries, I care a lot about light and making subjects look beautiful. Like when we interviewed Feng Yan (Lin Fengmian’s adopted daughter), I wanted to make her look beautiful and give her makeup. Later I saw the documentary channel “Past Events” interview Feng Yan, and she looked very beautiful in that program. Whether male or female directors, when your subjects are interviewed on television, you must pay attention to angles, environment, and lighting—definitely make people look beautiful. Some men might not want lighting or makeup, but you should at least wipe the sweat from their faces. I most hate when lighting just whooshes onto someone’s head—this disrespects people. I once bought a row of frosted energy-saving bulbs from IKEA, placed all these energy-saving lights on reflectors, then used soft light in front of people. This helps you enter the filming scene’s state and lets interview subjects enter their state—they subconsciously feel your respect for them. Also remember: to make people look beautiful, use telephoto lenses as much as possible.
What I most fear when watching news programs is seeing someone speaking well, then snap—the camera cuts to a host’s fake smile, completely destroying my mood. I think whatever the channel’s target audience is like, that’s what kind of host should be used. For example, if the audience is intellectuals, then the host should look like an intellectual—even gray hair doesn’t matter, as long as they appear very knowledgeable and thoughtful. Ogawa Shinsuke said something: you must know that every word your interview subject says comes from their life, from years of accumulated pain—you must truly respect them, can’t speak casually, and can’t interrupt them casually. Documentary directors must first learn to interview people—how directors get others to speak, what to say, what questions to ask is a very long process depending on how thoroughly you’ve done your homework. After doing your homework well then interviewing others, the entire state is completely different. For example, if you start by asking about something from their childhood, they’ll feel you’ve observed and understood them, bringing your relationship closer. If you immediately ask very big, very social, very intellectual questions, at least I myself wouldn’t know how to answer such questions and might even feel disgusted.
So when making documentaries, remember several points: first, you cannot have utilitarian motives; second, you must refine yourself—waiting isn’t blind waiting, but being able to accurately sense the direction of events; third, your waiting must have a point—you must know what you’re waiting for.